high school

yap, udah sekitar 4 bulan di sma, tapi masih belom betah sama sekali. kepala sekolah bilang kalau untuk anak baru, perlu waktu 6 bulan untuk nyesuain sama sekolah baru, tapi, sampe skrg, masih juga belum betah. temen disana siapa? pagi2 nunggu masuk sekolah sama siapa? recess harus sama siapa? dikelas main sama siapa? lunch sama siapa? kalo pulang nunggu dijemput sama siapa? kelompok pelajaran sama siapa? PLEASE sampe skrg gua ngga tau mau sama siapa. sebetulnya udah ada yang deket, tp kok masih belom ngerasa klop banget? dan terlalu banyak tugas di sma. sampe puyeng mau kejedot tembok, tugas terlalu banyak, banyak banget, dewa dari kebanyakan.

kenapa di hidup seseorang musti ada penyesuaian hidup? pusingin, ngeropetin, ribet.

September 30, 2010

pelajaran untuk hari ini :

jangan gampang deket sama orang, kalau orang itu ninggalin, nanti bakal sedih sendiri

29 august 2010

hey look! its august 29. yes, its my birthday. first, im so excited! but, august 29 is sunday. the day after sunday is monday. and there was so many assessment and homework. fuck with it. so, i can't enjoyed my birthday, i have to do my homework. and, i was fasting, so i really can't enjoying my birthday. and i got nothing! dont ask me about my present, because i got nothing for my birthday present. its "cool" right.

remembering my birthday, last year, i was SOOO HAPPY! i got my laptop, i can invited my friend to celebrated my birthday, and i got a LOT of present from my family and my friends. i miss that time :(

but i have to grateful my birthday, my friend said that i have to grateful everything i get. and its true. and i try to do it, and i lil bit happy with it. thanks to my friend to remembering me and my family who still give me a support.

kiss and hug

-imez

hello jakarta

hey! i just got back from my summer trip to europe. duh baru juga balik kemarin, tapi skrg kangen banget2an. sekarang lagi liat2 foto2 nya lagi, tambah kangen. kangen ngumpul di bonn square di oxford, kangen city centre, kangen disco, kangen sekolah, kangen sama bernard, wih dia orang prancis ganteng. kangen semuanya. yang pasti gua bakal kangen cicik audrey, duo jogja (bram-gary), icha, vania, ka icha, karina, evan, marco, livio, wahyu, joshua, yoan, galuh, ara, cia, belldonn, nardos, deden, sama sella. mudah2an semuanya udah disebutin. OH IYA! claudia. tapi dia kan 2 sekolah sama gua nanti, jadi bakal ketemu lagi. terus tadi sempet jalan sama claudia, ka icha, audrey, vania, evan, marco, joshua. seru banget! kita nonton eclipse. oke, eclipse ngga bagus, cuma lumayan lah. ah kangen banget. pengen ketemuan lagi bareng2 lagi ketemu di bonn square lagi, ketemu zainah lagi!! btw zainah itu host family di oxford, dia baik banget. tiap dinner dia bikinin kita makanan yang enak2 banget, super duper enak. dia muslim, tapi ngga mau puasa karena katanya terlalu lama, dia capek puasa 1 bulan -_____- oke deh, udah jam stgh 3 malem. kayaknya gua jet lag, coops

fish eyeeee

beberapa bulan ini, gua menyukai yg namanya camera plastik. salah satu nya lomo, dan akhirnya gua beli camera lomo yg fish eye 2 sama octopus. DAN........... ternyata sepupu gua yg pulang dr hongkong ngsh oleh2, oleh2 nya kamera, tp kamera nya harus kita sendiri yg masang2 semuanya, dr lensa nya, flash-nya, pokoknya semuanya deh! seru bgt, tp karena ke bego-an dan ke-tidak kreatifannya gua, jd om gua deh yg nge rakit semuanya. hhhehehh.
nah, ini ada beberapa foto2 yg diambil dr fish eye di sekolah, maaf kalo ngga bagus2, namanya jg permulaan, hehehe. silahkan..

ya masih bnyk lg sih, tp itu aja kyk nya cukup
OH IYA! special thanks to NINDYA KIRANA (tuh ada di foto, cari aja yg bibirnya paling ngga enak :p) for helping me!

kiss and hug

photograph

you know what? beauty isn't the point of photography
and no body knows the point
so, who's know the point?
you. yes, you
if you want to know the answer, all you have to do is..
see some picture
learn it
feel it
find the meaning
gotcha, that's the point
btw, do you understand? no? ok
just see this picture
i mean, duh!, she isn't beauty
but she's happy
happy with her lifestyle
happy with economy
happy with her........... lessness

so people, open your eyes
don't see the picture just like "oh, she's smiling, not good, bye"
feel it! it's easy
and if you can find the point of some picture..
you will get easier to know the people's attitude
honestly, just one sentence that i have to tell you
"DON'T - ever - see - people - just - from - his/her - face - but - see - people - from - their - heart!!"

goodluck!
p.s : don't forget to try it!

saxo-phone

pingin deh belajar main saxophone. udah telat belom ya? alesannya krn........ tau dennis? dennis di barry. nah, dia pemain saxophone kan? dia ganteng kan? banget kan? NAH! itu alesannya. kalo misalnya ketemu, trs dia nanya "kamu bisa main saxophone" "bisa" "aku juga bisa" "oh ya? kita belajar bareng yuk" trus akhirnya makin deket makin deket terus.............gitu deh HEHE. seru ya kalo nge hayal kayaknya gampang, tp kalo misalnya diwujudin kayaknya susaaah bgt. eh iya, ini dennis nya :














ok, disini emang ngga ganteng. tapi asli nya ganteng looh. trus ngga cuma dia doang yang ganteng. ada gitu temennya temen sd gua bisa main saxophone, dan dia juga ganteng! tapi ngga berani munculin fotonya, terlalu frontal.
ok, it's already night, have to...........................read some comic. BYE